30.06.25 ‿୨ᰔ୧‿ happy pride month!!!!

his month of june for me can be best described with three words: the hunger games. i reached new levels of hyperfixation i didn't think i had in me this month. u best believe i was on twitter and tiktok looking at thg content 24/7.......

i finally finished reading sunrise on the reaping at the beginning of the month after putting it off because this book is just devastating and i got really attached to all the characters. so there was that. well and of course addison rae's debut album came out!!!!!! and it's as good as i thought it would be if not better!!!!!!!!!! 

i brainwashed nico after one of our dance classes to listen to all her singles that had come out and they loved it sooooooooo i know that's right. also literally everyone in curitiba city got sick in the first half of june including me  so i spent a lot of time at home hyperfixating on sotr and watching movies. i watched lots of movies this month lol like monster high: boo york, boo york which was cute and nostalgic, rewatched all of the hunger games movies cause i am insane, watched ma which was meh, sinners which was saurrrrrrrr good omg, then the short film possibly in michigan, then unpregnant which was really cute, i saw the tv glow which was definitely my pride month movie, i think it is a beautiful metaphor for being trans, also watched us which was great.

when i was finally able to go out nico and i went to watch the beaches of agnès at a film festival that was happening at the city's movie theater and it was sooooooooo good omg. i completely fell in love with agnès varda and the way she makes and sees and feels cinema. i even had to rewatch the movie with my mom later because it was just so so so good!!!! 

the next day nico and i went thrifting and i found the cutest windbreaker from juicy couture!!!!!!! i also hung out with my friends anna and bela and we went to a fair and drank quentão which got me in the mood for festa junina and it was lots of fun!!!! i just lovvvvv hanging out with my friends!!!!!!!!

that day also the show we were liars came out, and i bingewatched it!!!! i thought it was a really good teen show. that also kickstarted my joseph zada hyperfixation lollllll since he's playing haymitch in the movie adaptation of sotr, but watching we were liars just made me fall in love with his acting and i had to bingewatch invisible boys as well. i'm 100% sure haymitch will be in excellent hands for the movie!!!!!! 

thennnnn i went to my friend pinke's bar and saw her after a while as well as my friends guaxi and luis and oliver and nico came along hehe i was so happy to see them after a while!!!!! we just talked about the most random stuff and we kept talking about the iran isnotreal conflict which oliver and i lowkey had a hyperfixation on lmaooooo it was so fun

i talked to ashley after a while and it was nice to catch up cause i really missed her  i also got a carabiner cause hellooooo lesbian happy pride month and i also got a really really really cute bag that fits my computer and i called them linux they are a nonbinary computer hehe and i got some really cute accessories to put on it like a little holder for my sylvanian cat!!!!!!!!

thennnnnn lele and i went to pinki pie's university cause her and her friends were doing a little showcase for their game!!!! we got to play it and it was sooooooo cute and so much fun, there were even 2 characters that looked just like lele and i!!!! they made an account for the game which is @kirakira.sweet on instagram so u guys should definitely go check it out!!!!!! afterwards lele pink and i had dinner together and it was lovely 

nico finally presented the first part of his tcc which is a thing we have to do in brazil to graduate university and me lele rui and nico had dinner together to celebrate!!!!! they did really really well on their presentation and i'm so proud of them!!!!! also katseye's ep got released yayyyyyyyyy my fav song was definitely mean girls!!!!!!!!

to finish off the month, mel decided to celebrate her bday a few days earlier and i got to see her after a while which was so much fun!!!!! i hope her 23s are just as amazing as she is 

i looked super cute that day so i took a bunch of pics including some with my old iphone 4 and i kind of live for the quality tbh...... which is funny cause when i was younger i absolutely hated how low quality it was lol and then a day later i saw that ningning posted pics she took on the iphone 4 as well so maybe it'll become a thing  

i'm a bit upset that i wasn't able to go to a pride parade this month cause the weather was really bad the day of it  but it's okay cause there will be one in september as well so i can be out and about as a nonbinary lesbian with my queer as fuck friendgroup then.......

i feel like i talked about all the media i consumed this month sooooo all that's left is to mention where i put the songs i listened to the most!!!!!! 

my june playlist ✩°｡⋆⸜ 🎧 ♫⋆｡♪

i also wanted to say that june is kind of a difficult month for me. it's my psychosisversary, two years to be exact. the beginning of the worst six months of my life...... so my mental health gets a bit crazy around this period of time. but thankfully i was able to have very happy days this month thanks to my friends and my family and my interests. i remember a few years ago i would fantasize about the future all the time because the present made me so depressed. but now, to calm myself down from stuff from the past, i keep reminding myself of the present and all the wonderful people and things i have here that i love dearly...... and i'm so grateful!!!!! so thank u june and happy pride month!!!!!!! take care and see ya byebyeeeeee