how life has been recently

what is up gang?!?!?! ( the sky [ahha im so funny...]) it's been a while since i made a blog post so let me just tell you about what has been happening for these past 2 months:

so, beginning of may. last blog post (although it was private) was something personal... i think it was about my friend's birthday? wont get into that, since ya know. and then, her birthday passed by, and it was exam week.. thankfully i got through it and survived (。_。) and then summer vacation began!! (3 cheers for fresh air!/ref) and basically i did... nothing.. i think i might have done a couple of animation memes and drew some things but other than that. i really did nothing.. i got into some new fandoms, that's something different. and then my BIRTHDAY CAME AROUND!!

it was really great i went to a restaurant and an amusement park.. and the gifts? well.. i've only got few gifts so far..(since i have this bad habit of not telling any1 what i want until last minute) which one of them is a NEW LAPTOP!!!!!11!! I'm currently using right now (as any normal person would) and it's pretty cool :)  other than that i got a new comic book and a figurine. some of my family members have also ordered for me plushies of characters from fandoms i'm in! really glad about that too, although they'll come in august (my cousins' birthday) and my birthday's in june so... eh... hope they don't think it's for them haha...

i've also been having some conflict with one of my friends. they changed for the worst (imo) and everytime i talk to them, i get a bad feeling. so i'm just refraining from talking to them until they change.. although idk when that will happen.

ALSO! i KNOW that it's bad to not talk to people just bc they might be having a hard time, (wtv im saying makes me look like a fair-weather friend oof..) but this one is just... uhmm.. yeah no idk what to say here.. just please understand my pov will you?.. i feel uncomfortable around them and they have been pretty toxic to me and the rest of my friends. having severe mood swings and anger issues (they had it b4 but it got even worse) on the most insensitive things EVER.

and that's pretty much it! thanks for reading and have a good day! ☆*: .｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆

PS: my mom asked me what i was doing and i told her i was "writing a story" and told me to get into toastmasters... well, okay mom