im genuinely so stressed out

i knew it was coming because'd been talking about it for a few days but now everythings hit like a truck. me and my mom (an possibly my grandpa) were gonna move out soon because of a dissagreement with the owner of the house were staying in. soon wasnt supposed to mean tomorrow. so now-- reasonably-- im panicking. 

this isnt on schedule. everything was moved forward. what am i gonna do with my ball python an bearded dragon? my moms dog? where are they all gonna go?! where are WE gonna go.. 

were having to look into airbnbs or hotels that well have to book for a month-ish. then we have to rent an apartment or house. all that i knew. whats stressful is how moved up the having to find a temporary place is. we dont know anybody who can foster my reptiles for the time being. 

i became desperate enough to ask in the discord server of a youth group i go to if anybody could take care of them. im gonna have to pack all of my stuff tomorrow. i would have tonight but if i did that id end up overstimulated and likely crying(im already fighting back breaking down). i guess it could be worse, its not like were having to move state. but i dont know how to handle this sudden change.

i love it when my neurodivergence makes me freak out when something goes out of plan./sarc