Holy shit why is drawing men so fucking hard???????????????????????????

I aint no professional, BUT, I always thought that drawing women is so much easier than men, idk why. Especially REAL MEN basicilly a nightmare. I got bored so I tried to draw my ocs and I hated it I'm NOT GONNA show because it sucks. Sooooooooooooo, I tried to draw my fav singer, (if you read my last blog you would know) Torben Wendt. Ngl, he has like this photoshoot made around in the Even the Devil Doesn't Care era and I love it, I used some of the photos to make poses to my drawings, so why not draw the man itself? Yeah, if it wasn't a torture to draw real people. I screw up my sketch like 3 times so I gave up and traced (holy shit here comes the art police) the pose with my phone into the paper, like the old times, when we traced printed drawings into a window that I had in a hallway in my 2nd school. So using these childhood art kid knowledge, I made the sketch and I forgot to erase the sketch so I drew on top of it, leaving the guide lines on it (peak lazyness). Whatever, actually adding the details wasn't thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat hard though, I have kinda a notion where things goes, the only pain were the hands (of course) and the mouth, which he's kinda with the mouth opened but just a little bit and I almost never draw opened mouths, I'm trying now, idk, the Synthesize Me mv inspired me to make screaming faces (I fucking love that mv though, I don't care if it was produced like in one day, it genuinely so good totally not  because it's my fav song). Alright, fuck it, here's the drawing, under some filters to make the lines darker because i REFUSE to use a pencil more dark than H:

Maybe someday I will transfer to digital but whatever, I'm so fucking lazy to even draw lol (I blame twitter). Alright, here's the reference pls tell me if it's good pls pls pls pls: 

Yeah, this topic is kinda conclued idk but I want to talk about something more why not.

I created a tumblr and I post sometimes the blinkies and stamps I make, if you want to check it out: https://www.tumblr.com/aleagamer7?source=share

Maybe one day I will take requests but not now, I'm trying to make all Diorama albums as blinkies (if i could find the font of half of them), so far I got ADL, ZSA and TMF (also the mcd Synthesize Me). Talking about the fonts, I only found the fonts of the original ver of Pale, TAoCCS, Repale, ADL, ZSA, TMF and FAFR. I'm trying so fucking hard to find the font of Cubed i asked on reddit but still nothing ughhhhhhh. If there's a typeface nerd out there reading my blog please respond, even though I'm empty-handed for that stuff lol. 

Idk, last topic, I found one of my fav albums, I listened to Lueur by Empusae, its so fucking good, its just 2 songs with 20 minutes each and holy fuck, it sounds like I'm fucking some greek god or something so fucking good, I'm so glad that I discovered power noise (through that series of "i don't want to be genrephobic that's why I'm listening to every single music genre", forgot the guys name, but thank you for me discover that type of music). A solid 10/10 no questions.

So yeah, thaaat's it. Bye for now.