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Heyy, sorry for disappearing again, life and friends and stuff.

But I want to talk about something today, something that many people can relate too.

It revolves around friends. When you like someone in a friend group you've been added to, they block you, and then you have a mental episode and then go on a rampage because of it, and then when you finally come back after a good day (6 months.) they just decide to ruin your damn mood! ^^ Isn't that FUCKING LOVELY?! Many people don't like me because of what happened, and it conclusion it is partially my fault. but I had a reason to leave. And yet its my fault? "why should I accept your friend request" "you disappeared for 6 months" I had a fucking reason.

Sometimes my hatred to men, really revolves around the same people I can't get over. The same people who is constantly abusing the black weird heart of mine. And yet when I say something i'm the bad guy? How entitled can someone like them be. How is it that when I try to say something i get ignored because of it. Those people don't care about me like I care about them. So instead of going back to how I was last year as a foul, unloving, pushing people away, ugly monster, I'm just going to push them all away. The ones who care will text, and the ones who don't won't.

Sometimes I ask myself "why is life unfair?" because of people. But in general, enough about me, have a good day you ugly slimes!! <33

I love every single one of you!! ^^