life update

Its currently 3:46 AM, on monday morning!!! 

😭😭😭😭😭

buuut its the last Monday of the term!! I can't fucking wait for my precious 3 weeks off. 

I've already got some shit planned, which is surprising honestly.

starting with the closest, on Friday (the 4th of July/last day of school) I's mine and my girlfriends 1 year anniversary!!!! 

I have no idea what she sees in me but man I hope she never stops seeing it.

I'm thinking of burning our shared playlist onto a cd for her! I know she's more of a vinyl girlie but the fact that it's a CD will prolly remind her (I hope) even more of me since I love collecting them:>

roughly two weeks ago this guy in my class that I've sorta become friends with over the past couple of months invited me to this massive sleepover party on Saturday! like every other year 10 at my school is gonna be there. Literally everyone in my class!!??

I NEVER thought id EVERRR get invited to something cool EVER so I'm honestly exited. I was shook when I realised the other kids at school kinda like me. It makes me wanna cry when I think about how much I've improved socially over these past 2 years since starting at my new school. I literally went from staying by myself in the corner all lunch with my CD player in my pocket to hanging out around with everyone else in this group of like 6 kids????? I only met most of these people about a week ago since I only know my best friend, the guy in my class (and the other kids in my class but vaguely) aaand my cousin. Almost every day someone asks us if were siblings lolol

I'm also going to visit my nana sometime next week!! She lives in a nursing home all the way over in Preston, (Melbourne Preston not UK Preston lol) and is about an hour and a half drive away, so I don't see her all that much. But she's all I've got left from my dads side of the family. Everyone else on that side is either dead, or cut contact with everyone when I was a baby. I still don't know why BOTH of my dads siblings did that.. weird.