FRIENDSHIP WITH THE "WRONG" PERSON

you know when you make friends with someone you thought was the right person, but something happens and they become the worst person in your life? man, it sucked to go through that, to feel like I no longer knew the person who had been with me for so many years. I dont want to villainize anyone, we all make mistakes, but I dont know. I just wanted to talk about it.

It's terrible to feel that she simply prefers others to you (and she herself doesnt deny it and even feels a certain repulsion towards you), I just wanted to fix things, but nothing will ever be the same again and I hate that, its awful to look back and think that I was better before (even knowing that this is a lie, I'm definitely better this way), I need to deal with this nostalgia somehow and understand the changes in my life as blessings or something similar.