summer life sucks

i literally didnt manage to make enough friends to be able to have fun in summer now everyone is either busy or ghosting me when i want to hang out another thing i finally managed to get rid of that one person that was keeping me behind and they were being so disrespectful to me i forgot that they loved me at some point anyway im still so glad that they are not here anymore and i just dont have the energy to talk about them anymore i hope they find whatever they wanted

so far a lot of things happened in may and besides my social life i had to study for entry exams which makes me want to kill myself even more everybody has expectations from me