Why it gotta be this way ?

        Yo quite different topic to talk about, these last 2 days were shit like SERIOUSLY shit, in Wednesday, there was the graduation ceremony "high school". So something important like REALLY important right ? well my dad didn't attend it, leaving me as the only guy without parents, sure i had my sis but it doesn't hit the same. i've been alone all day without him i felt like an orphan ffs and the worst part is he was free this time, sure he could like spare 20 minutes of his time to see his son finally graduating....and he didn't. And for some reason my both english+physics teachers were more of fathers than he was by hugging me and telling me everything will be alright. Also my french teacher playing an important role in this. And now i'm in my grandma's house "I FUCKING HATE IT" because i'm alone with no one, the people there are illiterates and my uncle is so annoying "unemployed bum" with an ego bigger than his entire future, and an annoying baby always screaming and not leaving me alone, ARRGHHH why it gotta be this way ?