been blocked by my bsf

idky thought i should rant abt this since idky i searched ts up on google but anyway yea my bsf who is dealing w prob a very bad depression has blocked me here and literally everywhere (EVEN ROBLOX) except discord she hasnt blocked me there since she deletes it and stuff but i also like to mention her very strict and very abusive parents. This might be a self isolation or dissociation thing n I could totally understand since i barely talk w relatives bc i feel like im such a burden but just wished she'd told me before like a headsup or sum bc she has mentioned to me that she had thoughts of su1c1de and s3lf h4rm before too. honestly idk if she'll ever talk to me again i still have hope tho she will but idek anymore i just feel like she hates me or sum which is prob me overthinking it but yea no just want my long distance bsf of a year to text me again :(

her acc on spacehey is Miranda.mp4 and btw check out her socials bc she posts her drawings on IG n her stuff is so cool <33333