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My birthday was on wednesday and no one wished it to me, even my online friends. I also had zero gifts, but a medication poisoning. Too bad, i was on the way to the therapist. This one called the hospital and they washed my stomach. So yeah, that's why i haven't been online these 2 last days.

I sent a mail to the hotel that is my main lead about 5101215. The mail i wrote is really, like, i'm really not sure about what i'm doing or saying. It may cause confusion towards them, but i totally understand if they don't respond (or worse)


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Hazelnut

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I'm so sorry to hear no one wished you happy birthday :((
Happy belated birthday, and I hope you feel better soon! I'm here for you


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Paul

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Aw sounds like a really rough day. Congratulations though and hopefully it will be a good year!


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fly-day

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Happy belated birthday. Sorry nobody in your friend group wished you the same. You need to be appreciated and friends can forget your needs, medication poisoning on top of that just makes for a nasty combination.

You gotta gift yourself! Try not to attach your self-esteem to the bullshit other people do. I wish you well on your therapy, and I hope you are recovering well from sickness.


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horse apple ! i wanna live to make someone happy, not live for living

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aww that's sweet! genuinely!! but be mindful of where that urge comes from.

trying too hard to make other people happy can be a way people use to cope with low self-esteem. not that there's anything wrong with making people happy! but it might come from a place of negativity within yourself, and looking too much into the feelings of others may cause you to neglect your own peace.

you deserve appreciation too! wanting to make others feel happy is a generous and noble thing to do, but don't neglect yourself.

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