Mental Hospital experience

I went to the Juzo Mita Clinic/ mental hospital.  It was a life changing experience. I honestly didn't hate it, but I didn't exactly like it.  How did I get there? I was self harming every time I got the chance.  But that was the first time I got sent.  The second time I got sent was because I took abt maybe 7 Daiichi-rui iyaku-hin.  Ofc I got sent to the hospital got stomach pumped and got sent to the mental hospital.  How did my Okaasan find out?  Well She saw them by my desk.  I was gonna just take them and go to bed hoping to not wake up again and she walked in.  Saw them and asked "Yuna, did u take these? Were u hurting, or cramping maybe?" I told her no.  She then asked "How many did u take?" by time my stomach was rlly hurting.  "7.." I answered, and I was immediately rushed to the hospital, and all that happened.  I'm gonna tell u abt the first time I went to the mental hospital and the second.  The first time I ever went I was immediately asked for my clothes to be handed to them and for me to change into a gown (A hospital gown) because I was wearing a hoodie with strings and they said we're not allowed to have them, and I also got my shoes taken away because they had laces, and they let me keep my pants, because they were just normal black pants no strings.  They then showed me places where I would be allowed to go. I would be able to go in the hallways, but there was no way of escaping because there's an office.  U know those front offices u would see in an American school? Its kind've like that  except instead of on the side its in the front.   Anyways they showed me a play room/free time room too. They also asked me if I knew any of my parents numbers and I do so I said I did.   They then told me I should write it on a piece of paper, so I did. I asked if I could call my ochichisan and they said I could. I called him telling him where I was at.  He wasn't happy but I guess he sounded concerned?  But after I went back to my room with a nurse and she told me the schedules, at 7:00 (The time we would go to school in Japan) then basically the same time as school. 7:00 we wake up, eat breakfast, go to our rooms, 8:00 would be my shots and other things, 1:00 lunch, stay in our room do basically whatever till 3:00 pm we get to go play, and till 10:00 pm we went bed. And repeat. I remember for some reason at free time some girls were comparing feet to see who has the cutest feet, I think I was the youngest because they looked around 19, but I decided to plop my feet up on the table and they looked at me and one girl said "Aww! Ur feet r so cute!!" and they were complimenting my feet. It was kinda weird but did I love the attention? Yes, yes I did, yes I did indeed.  A few minutes later I was just drawing and I saw a girl, she was drawing Eyeless Jack and I leaned over and said "I love Eyeless Jack!" she jumped, and said "Omg u scared me, and me too!" We talked and drawed, her name was Sara. She was coolio. One day she asked, "Hey Yuna, do u wanna play a game?" "Sure, y not." I said, she then went on telling me abt a game named "The penis game" Its where u whisper penis and slowly get louder to the point u scream like a donkey.  So it would be like I say penis and then she would penis and we would see who goes the loudest.  Oh and before anyone says anything abt bags my mom brought me a bag with clothes and stuff. Anyways the only bad part abt the mental hospital is when I heard a patient screaming at a nurse but something happened and it went silent. I soon found out what happened because one day I didn't wanna get my shot because I was just tired. And I pushed one of the nurses off of me, and she got up and a few other nurses came in and pinned my down on my stomach and I got booty juiced. Now if u don't know what booty juiced means, its when a nurse takes this specific shot and injects it in ur butt, not in ur butthole just in ur Butt cheek.  But it calmed me down!  Now i'm gonna kinda tell u what the room looked like.  So there was a bed, it had this matress to where u couldn't suffocate urself, and the window was rlly tiny and skinny to where u cant fit thru it and there was a black thing to where u definitely couldn't get thru. Yes u could customize ur room and ofc I had cutecore stuff.  But anyways there was a desk I don't know how to explain that but then when u went into the bathroom the shower head is facing downward instead of upward and theres strangely no mirror, and where the toilet paper roll was in a circle hole thing in the wall. The 2nd visit tho to the mental hospital was ok, Sara wasn't there, I didn't make any friends because everyone there was either to young or too old. So I stayed alone.  And not to sound weird there was this one girl who had rlly nice legs, like they didn't have bumps, they weren't hairy, they looked clean, and just perfect. Anyways i'm tired, i'm gonna go baiii!!!