My feelings

Okay,this Blog will be in English cause i really wanna practice my ability to express myself in English since I never ACTUALLY write on English,only some random exam or text or something like that.

Anyway,I'm gonna rant about some stuff and hope someone listens.

I've been feeling super tired recently,like I don't have energy for literally anything. But when it comes to going out and stuff I have energy....at least I had,my crush asked me out and I literally felt so tired I couldn't ask my mom to go. This tiredness is crushing me in so many parts of my life- romantically,socially, academically,literally any part of my life is being crushed by this constant tiredness,annoyance and needed to be alone. I'm scared of what this will lead me to,if it even does. Maybe I'm just in a bad moment. Maybe it's just teenager stuff. I don't know. All I know is that I'm scared,angry,tired,and even if SHE understands what I'm going through,and she does,I still feel like the most annoying burden the world could have and it sucks that I can't talk to anyone about it without feeling like an absolute failure.