Future

At least 4 times this week I’ve been asked what I’m going to be since I’m turning 18 in basically 5 months now since June is nearly over. I can genuinely never answer this question because I don’t know. I want to be everything that suits my interests but am too poor and too impatient to go through all the education requirements to do all these things within my lifetime. I love art but I don’t have Michelangelo level art so most colleges would reject my portfolios. I love nuclear stuff and medical stuff but I hate needles and I don’t want to be part of the next nuclear disaster. I like music but don’t want to play flute as a career. I like baking but I’m not good at it. I like studying human society (anthropology) but those courses are being dismantled by the second due to their threat against world leaders views. I like putting stuff together but I don’t want to get dirty with oil or be the reason a bridge collapses with people on it and I’m terrified of machinery actually. I like psychology but I can’t handle the burden of guiding multiple people through their problems in the same day pretty much everyday. I’m lowkey stuck