me and my bf broke up

ı am so tired of being nice to everyone around. Like why the hell ı have to do this? ı don't wanna be positive anymore. That's why being here anonymous is good. You can be anyone here.

About the topic. Is that some kind of break up session or smth. Like why tf everyone breaking up lately? Or do people have some kind of mentall illness about it. I am picky when it comes to relationships. I choose people.  ı dont just fall in love recklessly. And they do make me feel loved but then they are changing or getting bored. It's not that ı am not doing anything. But it is so fcking ungrateful.