I deserve this

I swear I fucking miss you

It's been a few months since we last talked

I don't know if you miss me

I've been stuck in my head every day

I can't get out cause I don't know what to say 

Remember last July? You went out and lied

Lied to my face and made me feel denied

Don't know what I did, but it was still my fault

That's what you said

Leave me down on the dance floor

I can't pick up myself no more

I deserve this

I need you tonight

I just want a normal life 

I just wanna be alright

I don't wanna kill myself

I just wanna fix my health

Fucking hate this loneliness

Never felt