6/25/25

6/25/25

sorry no post yesterday i didnt feel good and i honestly still dont..ive just been feeling kind of shitty recently. the high that the start of summer gives me has worn off and now my Clinical Depression is back i think -.- its like it goes away for the first couple weeks of summer and i start loving my life and once i start to get bored suicide is back on the brain LMFAOOO whatever man. i was gonna do minks route today but all i did was lay in bed on my phone it sucked. i really wanted to go to kats house today but shes busy for the rest of the weekend im really sad about it i wanted to go watch south park with her. urghhh duuude ive been so facking dysphoric today its so AWFUL i hate this body i must transcend into an apple into my next life Thats what i was meant to be. i wish i wasnt Depressed man like i said this summer was going to be so fun completely forgetting i have mental illness I just wanna do normal teenager shit man </3 if i could drive and had money id be unstoppable i tell you. whatever tomorrow im probably going to bedrot and not read and not draw and not play games again

today is day 389 no shinjiro and 361 no makoto