Mentally

Lately I've been having hallucinations, like seeing things melt or move, I've seen animals that look real but it's like "I think they're not really real." I've had hallucinations that I can say I don't know, you know? I didn't see that before, this is weird and troubling, I'm studying in the military and it would be a big problem if suddenly my mental problems worsen, you know? I lied a lot to be here, and I don't want to go crazy yet, maybe I have a family history with this but, why the fuck am I having hallucinations, I'm not on medication, I'm currently fine with my sleep schedule, I eat well and I stay well, I'm fine but these hallucinations, Shit they look so real but it's logical that my cat is not going to melt in front of me you know? I don't want to say this, I don't want to ruin such an opportunity with mental problems, besides I hate psychologists, psychiatrists and those who follow them, they make me uncomfortable and make me feel less, But at the same time, it's something that's affecting me... like before I had hallucinations, but they were simple things, now they're big things, it seems like I'm dreaming. Am I sick? Am I dreaming? This...It's complete shit