My drug addiction !

Well, well, well, hello everyone, I hope everyone is doing well! I'm writing this to hope that my story can help people better understand the problems that drugs (more specifically hard drugs) can cause and for those who can't get out of it to bring a glimmer of hope!!

So! It all started 5 years ago, I was 13. And then one day, I met this girl at a party, for the story we'll call her Lucy. So Lucy was 17 and was very nice, we spent almost the whole party together!! She told me about her problems, her family, her story, and at that moment I was too young to realize that I was going to put myself in a situation that was too complicated for me to handle. After that we continued to see each other regularly, and I think that these moments are still the best of my life today. Then little by little I fell in love with her and then she fell in love with me (first mistake, 4 years age gap) but there was another problem, this girl was taking a lot of drugs, nothing serious at first, just weed and the "usual" stuff. But without me realizing it, she started taking hard drugs (cocaine, heroin, ketamine, mdma, ...) and from that moment on I was screwed. I started taking them with her, can you imagine a 13 year old kid taking his first lines of ketamine? it was crazy, so we both fell into addiction and depression (for different other problems) we were dying slowly and our brain and our body too. then there was this night, I was at home in my bed ready to sleep then I received a message from her telling me that she "was going to do it". Stupid as I am I thought she was talking about taking a line or something else and I did not respond to her message. I did not hear from her all night and when I woke up either. A few hours later they called me to tell me she was dead. She had gone out and thrown herself off a bridge, traces of drugs were found in her body obviously. As I was the last person she had contact with, I was questioned and had to identify the body. Since the sight of drying blood and bridges make me want to vomit. I continued taking drugs for a while after that and one day I had a kind of realization, the girl I loved died from what kept me going. After that, I stopped everything, for several years. Then at the beginning of 2025, after a big heartbreak and other problems, I started taking hard drugs again. In smaller quantities, but still. And here we are, June 26, 2025, and I have been sober for 2 weeks.

if you need to talk about ur addictions you can dm me. BIG LOVE <3