Imma make this my online diary XD

Haiii, you are currently reading my diary or journal or whatever you want to call it. I'm gonna post about random things here!

This is the first page of the diary/journal

26-june-2025 

MY ROOM

My room looks kinda boring, I want to clean it and make some hand-made decor, but I don't really have the motivation for it. I can try a bit tomorrow, it's nighttime now, and my dad and siblings are asleep, so I don't want to disturb them. 

BAKING

I'm thinking of baking tomorrow, just some cookies, but I don't know if I have all of the things I need. If I don't I just have to go to the store. 

I'm thinking chocolate chip cookies, easy, fast and tastes good! I'm not good at baking, but I like to do it. I only made like bread, some bad cookies (literally couldn't eat it) and sugar-cake. Sugar-cake is a sort of cake without the cream, frosting and layers. I don't know if us or uk has it, but it's a Swedish dessert! Pretty easy to make too! 

MY LOWLY MUSIC AT 3AM

 l love music, it's one of the best thing's to exist (besides for raccoons, mango, and the night-sky) my music taste is just as bipolar as me. One second I'm listening to Nirvana, then I'm listening to Britney Spears, then I'm listening to iron Maiden, and then I'm listening to Tv girl, you get it. But at night, I have a taste. At night im listening to people like Mareux, Tv girl, pastel ghost, crystal castles and Molchat Dom. I don't know what it is, but that kind of music just hits different then, and it gives me a feeling. Its a mix of sadness, longing for something, happy and nervous. I know I sound cheesy, but I'm sharing what I feel. Plus, that was the kind of music ( + su!c!de idol, 6arleyhuman, Asteria, you get it) I listened to during my lowest (I was getting bullied like he!!, I was scared to go to school. Skipped a WHOLE year because of it, and got depression) and at the time when I listened to that, my creepypasta phase got stronger, and I started to cosplay different k!lers, and I started to make a imaginary friend. I don't know, it just makes me feel so much

LOVE LIFE AND SEXUALITIE 

I'm so confused, I'm a bisexual girl, I like both girls and boys. But I'm starting to get confused with myself. I don't know if I'm bi or pan or aroce. Can I be a bisexual aroce? I mean, aroce is about that they don't want to be or don't fall in love easily, right? I'm sorry if I offend someone if you are aroce, I'm just confused. 

My love life doesn't even exist, dawg 😑 like I feel things for both men and women, but I don't want to be in a relationship or get physical with someone. I'm actually a bit scared to be in a relationship, it can be bc I never been in one, but I don't know

GAMES

Okay, so. Enough of that, I wannna talk about video games now. 

So I got my first Lord in Marvel rivals! It's starlord (best MCU and marvel character if you ask me 😒). I love his character. He's fun to play with. My second Lord is probably gonna be like mantis or 🐿girl. (I can't spell 🐿 :[) 

Oh, and I just downloaded Danganronpa, and let me tell you this, my guy Kaito is soooo FINE, like uggghhhh. Please let him survive. He needs more credit and fans, and less haters. 

Btw, if you want free games, go to steam-rip. Just look out for some games, some has viruses and bugs. 

Anyways, I don't think I have anything more to write. If you don't like this kind of stuff, you can ignore it. But if you do like this, I'm glad. But either way, I don't really care. It's just a online diary after all, lol. I might end the first page here, byeeeeeee XD