I REALLY MISS HIGH SCHOOL!!

Seems absolutely nuts, right? But it's painfully true, at least while i'm an jobless collegeless young adult...

I realize I was really lonely and hated my school dynamic, but I had my solitude fun yk? My joy was to observe human behavior of my classmates and I also really liked studying in person. 

Living 24/7 in my home is exausting cz my family is really loud and overwhelming, I seriously can't stand it anymore. My boredom also kills me, I do a lot of things but im never fully satisfied. 

ANYWAY, I get really jealous of ppl posting their courses on social media (esp those like the 1 I want) bc they get to actually get a life and learn NEW things instead of studying the very same as always to pass and admission exam. Hence, i'm longing an in person studying routine!!