i miss you so much..

I feel like I've lost a part of my heart. Just thinking about how much time we spent together makes me feel sick. Knowing that I caused all of this. Now I try to talk to you in silence because maybe you won't accept me anymore. I think you're tired, but my head screams (you need her, make it work again). That's good, but it leaves me with a horrible hope and makes me think about the times we laughed and that you still trusted me. I know I apologized, but I really love you and I didn't want to cause any of this between us. I just hope everything goes back to normal.