small little eensy weensy update (lie)

hello again !  ! !  where do I even BEGIN.. oh, i know ! !

so uuuhhh my course is going well however ive begun noticing that its a little dull. recently, theres been fewer students showing up and theres been days where it was just three people (not cool). none of the students (me included a lot of times) looks like they dont want to be there and it just kills the mood most days. that's fine though ! ! im just here so i can get a good job and make sure im not dead in a ditch by the time im 20. 

on another note, i managed to get that eye exam for the certificate needed for my drivers licence. it was basically a "good enough" type of deal. i passed but my eyesight wasn't too good so thats kind of boowom p. im going to take a full eye test in about a week so i hope i get to know whats wrong with my eyes in detail. but hey, im good enough to get a drivers licence and finally have some sort of identification !  !  ! ! (ive always wanted to have my face on a card !!)

i just wonder what i want to do in life, i aint too interested in much. ESPECIALLY after the start of this year which is quite unfortunate because i felt like i was close this time then everything happened and its like im back in phase one of a roguelike. got the experience and slight boosts but otherwise a total return to zero. i'll figure it out hopefully, still feels like im on a clock to figure something out despite being told i have time. maybe its because i already ran out of time before and i dont want the timer to strike again because ill lose more? who knows lol ! ! ! all i know is that im goated and ill find a way. i always manage to squeeze by at the end of things. 

mmmm im not quite sure what else to talk about so uhh  h yeah thats all from me for a hot moment. nothing to eventful other than playing deltarune, minecraft and whatever i feel like doing ! ! ! ! anyways bye bye see you next mon th (?)