Got Attacked in the Night

So in my been a while blog I mentioned that something happened to me that i wasn't gonna talked about if nothing else happened. If it was just a one off no need to bring anyone else into the weird and strange things that happen to me in my life. 

But it happened again.

I have been attacked my "spirits" before in my life, I am actually writing about it right now, so I was scared but also knew what to do so I wasn't freaking out when it happened the second time. It has been years since I was attacked though so when it first happened I wasn't sure of myself. 

The first attack was intense and I won't go into too much detail as it was pretty traumatic. Just know that whatever attacked me knew my worst fears and played on that. I was fighting so hard I ended up punching my wall while trying to get out of its grasp. Don't worry there was no damage to me or the wall. It did rattle me, but I didn't want to make a big deal about it.

The second attack came a few days later. Almost right after I made my last blog post. This one was also intense and lasted a lot longer than the first. Here's what happened:

I had just woken up from a dream that was nice until the end where it started to turn into a nightmare. Again with one of my worst fears. To give you somewhat of an idea the first word starts with S and the second with A. I have gone through it before but that's for another time. I know that I was awake cause I sat up in my bed and moved around while talking to myself. I laid back down and that's when it started. 

I felt hands grab my ankles and pin them down to the bed. I froze trying to understand what I was feeling but didn't get the chance. I felt the hands move up and push my waist down. I felt someone/something climb into my bed, the matress sank, the sheets moved, and I heard the bed creaking. I was laying on my side and after it was fully in my bed I felt its hands on my shoulders, like it was clinging onto my back. I took a deep breath to calm my mind down. I have been in similar situtaions, I know what to do, I don't need to freak out. 

I started to say the Lord's Prayer. I don't know why but it was the only thing I could think of. It felt like everything else I knew was gone except this one prayer. I think its because of how many times I had been forced to say this prayer as a kid in church, its just burned into my brain. It was the right and wrong thing to do. Right because its what gets the bad to go away but wrong because it didn't go away pain free. Whatever was on my back, as soon as I started saying the prayer, scratched the shit out of my back. It was a sharp firey pain. It felt like claws like digging into my spine and shoulders.I tried moving but it kept holding me down while I prayed. I was able to kick my legs but not be able to sit up. This went on for about 15 to 20 minutes until I was finally able to sit up. 

The clawing stopped but I could still feel its hands on my shoulders. I was breathing hard like I had just sprinted a mile. I rubbed the back of my neck and where the hands were supposed to be on my back. I sat up straight and got into a meditation pose. Here is where the rest of the battle occured. The whole fight took over an hour, me fighting to get a shield up and pushing it out of, bringing in guardians, prayer and meditation, etc.

It was over just before the sunrise. I was exhausted but I knew this wasn't the end. I had to cleanse my whole space, but unfortunately I cannot clease my whole house because of the other people who live in this house. I am not sure where this "spirit" came from as I am not sure where/what my family members are going/doing. I told them about what happened and told them we needed to get the house blessed again and they kinda just laughed it off. Now I have to figure out how cleanse this whole house by myself without my usual tools, plus the house is huge and I have never cleansed a space bigger than an apartment. I also will need to cleanse/bless the land we have, 30 acers, so the other family members that live on the land and the livestock don't get attacked as the evil is pushed out.

Anyway, I'm sure y'all might have questions so feel free to ask them. My only question is how to cleanse such a big space as well as land itself. Stay safe out there and don't mess with stupid shit.

-Sage