the art of enough in a world that wants more

one of the things i'm most grateful for in life is when it rains, and i get to drink hot cocoa while wearing my favorite cozy socks. it just hits me that i live a stable life with my whole family, and we're all safe. i always end up reflecting on stuff like this. like i can't help but count what i have. most of the bad things that happened to me were bc of my own choices, but i don't blame myself too much. it's just, my life isn't that bad. not even dramatic enough to complain abt. and that alone feels unreal sometimes. it's so simple, but i don't feel like i need more. or maybe this is alr everything i've ever wanted.