Hell of middle school❤

The middle school i went to was a school my parents put me in to, learn, make friends and feel safe. Trhough those 7 years i would have never thought that i will end up with, depresjon, anxiety and fear for life. The middle school i went to failed to make me, safe, strong, educated and to give me the feeling that i want to wake up, and go to school.

I am writing this to show you, how my teachers, and the school failed to give me knowledg, and not stopping bullying. I kind of hope someone with the same struggles is not afriad to talk/write about it.

I started in my middle school with a big smile, and the desire to learn. I wanted to try and show all the greatness i had inside me filled with, knowledge and creativity, but i was never able to focus or do as much as others. Of course none of the teachers noticed, so they gave me more of an impression that they thought i was dumb.

I would never think that when i stood outside after the PE class, and my head was slammed to the wall until i got red dots on my head, would have made the teachers say to the student, "*their name* YOU WILL GET DETENTION! Or when the student was mad at me, and tried to bite of my hand, beacuse i would not let them use my rope, would have let to only a message home to their parents. Can not forget the time when i was, kicked and punched for being different, and the teacher just stood there and laughed at me.

These events made me feel fear, gave me suicidal thoughts, anxiety and gave me also a bad development, and bad childhood.

All of those things i could have done, all of those things i could have been excited to do, all of those things i could have felt some type of positivity for, and all of those things i could have learned. was things i did not get to experience, because the school failed to see that i am struggling, and that i need help. 

They failed to see that i have difficulties with focusing, learning, attention, impulsivity, and anxiety. They also could have taken action into the bullying, that destroyed my life. 

I hope that if you are someone who go to middle school or have the same struggles, you are not scared to talk about it. Be brave, take action, and do not be scared to speak up.