I am unable to communicate or make friends with anyone.

I haven’t been in school for about a month due to summer break, and all of my friends have cut contact with me and talk to me barely. 

I’m unable to make online friends because my mutuals on twitter are friends with people who blocked me and hate on me for my rude and cold personality. All of my last school year was me being bullied constantly, being sent to the mental hospital, and being home for weeks after that. I wish all of this pain will end one day and people with friends can quit complaining about how hard their lives are. I barely even leave my house or my room anymore.