plastic hearts and sweet tarts

6/23/25 8:38pm

I need to date someone so bad it physically hurts, knowing he used to love me and she has someone new hurts. I need love and affection so bad I know I sound needy and I'm sorry but its the truth. Looking back at text messages hurts knowing the whole time we loved each other....but neither of us knew. How come love can be so sweet then turn so tart and sour. You had my heart in your chest then in your hand you held it there then put it back in my chest again, but this time it felt different like plastic heavy and hard. And I'm sorry for all the times I didn't respond quick enough, I was never quick enough that's why were like this now so far and different we'll never love each other again...or you'll never love me again. I got a coffee from the new coffee shop near DG today and thought about how we used to talk about hanging out there when it would open, do you still want to do that, I do.

                                                   -Frank Sinatra