I was this 👌 close to texting you

I typed it out and kept it short,

Nothing heavy though, not deep report.

Just something small, just something plain,

But still, it pulled me back again.

I held my breath, my finger shook,

One little tap, that's all it took.

But then I stopped, sat there and stared,

What the fuck am I doing? Imagine if you still cared?

Would you reply? Would you ignore?

Would I regret this even more?

Why would I want to get hurt again?

I put my phone down, let it all remain.

🌙

Close call though 😮‍💨