persecution

The feeling of not feeling at home eats away at me, the feeling of displacement kills me. Everywhere I go, I don't feel right. I feel out of place. I don't feel at home. What kind of feeling is this? It bothers me every time. Ever since school days. Today i am in college, and even so, I have not found myself in any corner of this world where I can identify myself. At least, I feel at home next to my bf.

But why did this feeling come to the surface? And why does it make me... anxious? this is so annoying