Why is it hard to make friends irl?

in real life, it's SOOO hard to make friendz! i dunno why but people r just so rude! so instead of friends, you've made a new enemy! yey! i dunno why ppl will js hate u even with NO reason  at all! I only have a few friends irl bc they were my friends when I was in 2nd-4th grade so their an exception BUT STILL!! i  probably have more enemies than friendz, which is a BIG problem! people say my voice givez them OCD! which is actually the stupidest reason ever BC THAT'S NOT FREAKING POSSIBLE! also they used to say my voice was squeaky LIKE HELL NO I'M NOT A FREAKING RUBBER DUCK! so to the ppl who said that, I hate u sm!! ദ്ദി(๑>؂•̀๑) (also just know I sometimez get teased for being a bigback or something sooo)