Fumo season is over and it's time to say goodbye to Eray & Hits. (+ news)

I came so far that everything that has happened in the past couple of years are almost meaningless. They say everything happens for a reason, and damn they were right.

Like, what the fuck? What did I do to deserve all this, both good and bad? Everything came crashing down, but I'm still alive. That's my fucking superpower and curse. No matter how bad shit gets, I cannot die, I only keep getting worse mentally. And if it gets too bad, Yukari is there to nurture me back to safety.

Anyways, am I waffling too much? Did y'all came here for the album for to see what I have to say? Or both? I guess I do have a bunch of shit to say. Huge waffling warning.

I mean, damn. I can't describe how lonely and hopeless I am these days. Nobody messages me anymore. Like, I could've deleted Discord, smashed my phone and laptop, and it wouldn't have mattered one bit. The song "Real Friends" is still real as shit. How many of us are real friends?

The amount of social interaction I had are so small that I can count them right here. Because 99% of the time, I got 0 notifications on my phone.

I was playing Arsenal, and my old friend, Vie, joined my game to apologize over a bullshit conflict that happened a while ago. We got back together, and she was so shocked because of how much I changed for the worse. She tried to save me, but y'all know that that is just impossible at this point.

I'm trying to get back to Roblox, y'know? I called with Keremblox a while ago. We talked about the good old days and a bunch of other old OG stuff together. I updated my Roblox page, my games and models, all of that stuff. I gave money to Yukari and she got new drip. I gave money to Reimu and I don't know what she did with that money but we sort of became friends. I was supposed to play Minecraft with her today, but god motherfucking damn I'm so busy nowadays.

I'm always going from one place to another, always on the run, which, I guess is a good thing because the more stuff happens the less bad I feel. But come on, I'm lowkey tired. This driver's course is kind of getting annoying too. Like, I'm driving a car around, it's fun, but it's also not too fun afterwards. I'm so tired the rest of the day. Fuck all that shit. Atleast I got a better teacher tho.

And what, next month I'll be going over to Bodrum with my mom for her... Exhibition event, I guess. Like, that could be fun, but I wanted my own hotel room. I'm also probably gonna visit Burkey while I'm there too, 'cause he's staying there right now. In his summer house.

I returned to my server today, to promote this bullshit album that I recorded earlier this month and only had the time to release now. By the way, my server is super dead. Like, it's so dead, that at this point it's better off deleted. This dead fucking town gets 0 activity. Like nobody talks there. Maybe Evil Kel talks there, but that's just him all alone. This place is fucking dead as shit.

I don't know what to say. A lot of stuff happened in my life. This motherfucking label lowkey started because of Yukari. We made a lotta albums, we made a lotta friends and memories, we had a lot of fun chats, but I memorized all of those days that it's basically drained to the core. This server, all of the quotes, everything in it is meaningless. None of those days are gonna come back, y'all.

Nobody's gonna magically gain their souls again. Nobody's gonna magically start caring again. I'm sounding like early 2025 me, but it's so over, for me too. Back on topic, this is why I'm also ending Eray & Hits.

Eray & Hits by Eray & Hits

That's the mixtape. This album is fire, it's fun, it's sad, it's everything fun (or miserable) that I had to offer throughout 2024 and 'till the end in 2025. I love all of the songs here, even if some newer ones have a sad context behind them. Even those times are over. I don't see myself making another song parody, that's why I dropped it as it is. Plus, the live recording was really fun.

Literally though, more and more of me is disappearing every day. I know what it's like to die, but I can't die. I'm just rotting away all alone, god fucking damn. I hate this life.

Just go listen to the album instead of my bullshit rambling. Bye.