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For context, im a trans dude who (for obvious reasons) hasn't transitioned. I wanted to cut my hair a couple months ago, and when I showed my mother what I wanted to get she almost had a heart attack, plus the heairstylist was the mother of a friend of mine and when I showed the picture she looked all confused, so I panicked and told her I wanted that, but longer.
Biggest mistake of my life.
Like Im not sure Im trans, because I have never been really bothered by looking girly and being called a girl (except the ocasional times I would ask my mother if I sounded like a boy and would get upset when she said no, or when I practiced how to take out my shirt like dudes do), but like I wanna look like a dude, sound like one, I preseent online as one and I like it, but im scared that it'll be a phase and then a year or two from now I'll be like "Oh well, how embarassing I went through that" because I've been through other phased but they have never made me suffer like this one ???
Like I wanna look in mirror and see a guy, but like im not sure if in a trans way. Anyone who can help me?
P. S: Now that I notice im kinda using this as a diary. Anyhow, stay tuned for any more crises in my life
Love, Darío
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Major
I completely understand that. If you are worried about it being a phase, do reversable things. You could also watch Powered by Rainbows on YouTube. I'm in the closet too but for a different reason. :)
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Major.
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♡ jovi 🐹
gender isnt always binary. maybe you are a binary trans dude, maybe youre nonbinary, genderfluid, or something else. and you know what, its totally okay if this is just a phase! go with it! you can always stop later if you feel like its not you! self discovery is a life long journey. nobody ever stays the same, and sometimes that includes gender identity/expression ^_^
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sh1n3
maybe you are just a tomboy