Day 1…

This is my first blog, and I don’t know what to say other than I haven’t slept in a day, and I feel okay. I can’t stand it, feeling so overwhelmed. I feel like I can’t do anything about it, and now I feel like my best friend doesn’t care what I say and feels like she’ll abandon me with someone else.

I have abandonment issues and it happens to me quite often and now I ate some edibles hoping I’ll feel okay. I haven’t relapsed yet and am too afraid to do it because I might overdue it I just wish I would be okay and hope it's just me overthinking about my best friend.