Blog or journal?????

I'm so glad I had the day off today it is stinking hot outside and work has one working AC. Went to Sally's, bought a new desk chair, went to the maaaaaaallllllllll (spent more than I should've), did my friend's lashes, and cleaned my room!!! What a wicked day! I bought some cutie charms for my thrifted pandora bracelet which is moon and star themed. Lucas asked me to hangout tonight but I work at 8:30am tomorrow :((((( I like seeing him even though I know it goes nowhere. PLUS I need to get jiggy with someone cuz I hate that ex boyf Jack is the last man I did UGH. Men suck but I want a boyfriend so bad like its so comfy to not have to worry about getting dolled up and I miss cuddling and being comfortable with someone intimately. I hate being so lonely but whateva I hate meeting people more. Incredibly annoying and frustrating and terrifying for no reason. BLARG! Anyways I've decided to start ranting on here because I find it tedious to physically write in my journal but its healthy to get my thoughts out. I'll write more soon. Mwah mwah mwah.