I miss my baby blåhaj (vent kinda)

Technically, I’m currently owner of 2 ikea blåhaj plushies. The tiny one and the big one. I bought the tiny one ages before the big one but I don’t have it anymore because I lent it to my grandpa, like, almost 2 years ago because he was in the hospital and my dad asked me if I had any plushies I could give him because he was alone, and then he died a few weeks later. Now my grandma has baby blåhaj, and I miss him because he’s a really nice guy, I’m also happy my grandma has him because the one time I saw her room in the old folks home (idk if that’s what it’s called in English) it made me kinda sad because it’s just a room? I guess?? Like, it’s temporary, obviously, since people usually only stay there a few years (every room is temporary technically but yk what I mean) and it just generally made me kinda sad.

Idk it’ll probably take a while before I get baby blåhaj back (still not named, same as big blåhaj)