Storytime hehe ^^'

When I was 14 I was raped by my then boyfriend. He was 19, almost 20 years old. I was black out drunk, I didn't want to drink it, I've always hated alcohol.

There's few people I've told about this...my now a days boyfriend and my best friend.

Because of the Age gap of our "relationship" the attention was already upon us. The social services from my country (Costa Rica) are popularly known for its connection with child abu§e and trafficking, so that wouldn't help. My mom was in an toxic relationship and couldn't focus on me, but she's not a bad person, I love her a lot, she was never okay with it, contrary to everyone's believes. Still I never told anyone about what happened until now. 

Today I was talking with my mom about a funeral she went yesterday, she told me she saw my uncle's wife after a fight, I was confused af, then she told me two years ago they had a fight over the fact that she told social services my mom was a drug addict and she was okay with my ex.And her daughter(my cousin) wich I consider my sister was part of it.

I am still shocked.