haven’t been here in so long

i haven’t been on here in so long but ever since the last time i updated my life has been so tiring like idek how long ill last atp 😭 i talked to like 4 guys and 1 girl through out 2025 and one guy talked to other girls behind my back , one guy only said sexual things about me , and the other lead me on and wanted me for my body . the last guy was fine but we didn’t rlly match energies. and about the girl i talked to for 2 months , i genuinely liked her and i thought we had a connection . she kept on telling her friends (who r also my friends) how much she liked me and out of nowhere i find out she wanted to distance from me and cut me off?? she was leading me on this whole time