loser behaviour

yk what would be really embarrassing to me?? if ppl thought i wasnt a complete loser or smth bcuz then what would i be, like lets be fr being a nerd and geek and a weirdo are all my personality traits /j realistically speaking if you dont see me as a loser what would you even see me as, i use reaction images, emoticons, over use "X3 :3 :D :) :b :c" a lil too much (lie), to this day STILL like UT AUs and Voltron, I used to be a big anime fanboy, called myself a fundashi when i first got into the internet, USED TO SHIP B*LLD*P (DW i GOT BETTER :D) like COME ON, you would be taking all my sauce away and discrediting me as a person :((((