When I meet this guy Oliver I just saw him as a friend. But as the time grew and so did my feelings I became more interested in him. So of course i was very happy that he confessed to me, we stared to date. Everyday it was our routine to say good morning or good night. We'd stay up together talking or playing games. It had gotten to the point where my parents and siblings new about him since I always talked about him. Everyone told me It wouldn't last forever but I believed it would...why was I so in love?
After a while my mental health came crashing down. I went to Oliver as i saw him a someone i could talk to. Two days later I was about to go to sleep so I went to message him but he messaged me first and said I'm breaking up with you. That was it. My world came crashing down. I spent the next two days asking myself if it was my fault. Another day went by when I got another message from him. "I can't help to feel like i did something wrong". He explain that he broke up with me because he thought I'd become manipulative...I told him I was sorry for being selfish and only thing about how much i needed to get my feeling out that forgot that it might effect him too.
We stopped talking after that until i decided to text him after crying for hours because I missed him so much. We agreed to still be friends but my heart keeps aching to be lovers again. Though my heart still loves him I push it down because he doesn't feel the same anymore...I know that because he told me when he was already dating someone a few day after our break up. I texted him trying to build our friendship but he's very dry and only say a work or two then he doesn't text back for another few days. Is he really worth it anymore??
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bloxation
seems like he is the problem. theres always someone better find them and honestly you should not be friends with him
I honestly want to be friends but he's just texts dry...A lot
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