Kind of a vent?

I feel like whenever i show genuine interest in something and enjoy a media / character / anything, I’m constantly not taken seriously because of it? Like in this one group that im in with some friends, they really only seem focused on how they feel about stuff THEY like. Even if its stuff i enjoy too, but when i mention it, im rarely responded to, sometimes flat out ignored. But someone could be talking about the same thing i am, and suddenly OOO TELL ME MORE like.???? Hey guys im also here!!! Just in case you didn’t notice!!! 😁😁😁 like i feel like such an attentive whore for even thinking like that but is it really too much to ask to have a conversation with people i like about things we like? Like this is over some stupid shit too I’m genuinely so dramatic it’s disgusting BUT IM UPSET ANYWAYS. I just never feel like I’m being GENUINELY seriously, like everything i think, anything i feel, whatever i say is just part of a joke or something. 

I feel so stupid yapping about this on SPACEHEY of all places because who tf gives a gaf???? I literally don’t know anyone on here other than 2 irls and some moots that I don’t converse with. But i have nowhere else to talk to about it. I SOUND SO FUCKING GROSS LIKE “heh yeah its fine I deserve it :)” SHUT UPPPP HOLY SHIT