life update

Ik i havent write anything in here, but here i am again, putting my thoughts in here instead of doing all the proyects i have for next week that surely will need a lot of effort and time.

A lot of things have happened since the last time i wrote, and i kept that entry private so no one knows what actually happened. Those were sensitive times, ok? The one i loved betrayed me and i now thankfully realized that he was just a groomer taking advantage of a 16 year old teenager (he was a whole 23 year old adult btw). But anyways, things got better and way worse at the same time. Ik that nobody will actually read this so i'll just say it, i got SAed by my ex boyfriend while he made me think that he loved me, and now im facing a HUGE problem among my friends and everything seems to be getting worse. So im about to graduate in a few weeks and i'll start searching for a job so i can get outta here.

These months have been wild, while i got emotionally abused by my ex bf almost all my favourite artists and band released music, EVEN GET SCARED GOT BACK TOGETHER. And some friendships i had grew stronger too, i lost some, and others that i thought i had never existed. Yeah really wild months. 

A lot of things changed in just a year, and its surprising, now im more excited to work so i can buy myself things i want in the future, and i can move out from my house to live with my chosen family in another state. Im scared, really, things are changing to fast and i can do nothing but accept them. Im trying to enjoy more things in life, be grateful for the friends i have now and keep trying my best in everything. I got the 7 (C) i needed to pass algebra without failing the class. I also passed philosophy with 10 (A) on the exam. I feel really proud of it, i was able to pass the subjects i thought i would never pass. I'm actually graduating in a few weeks, im getting my dream dress, i can finally have the freedom ive always wanted. Its been a lot. 

Ive been trying, really, but rn ive been through rough things and i really need a rest, ill play some lies of p later maybe