Quick dumb rant because im jealous

Hai so I'm gonna tweak!!! Why tf do people never fucking answer me like I'll be venting about shit bc shit happens and I get upset and NOT A SOUL ANSWERS but someone says "oh I'm tired of my friend she keeps hanging out with me💔💔" AND ALL OF A SUDDEN IT'S "guys don't ignore them she's going through things" LIKE YEAH ME ON THE VERGE OF ENDING IT ALL ISNT IMPORTANT BUT GOD FORBID YOU HAVE A LOVING FUCKING FRIEND!! IM SICK AND TIRED TS WTF DO YOU MEAN "omg she's gonna khs!! ' BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T WANNA HANG OUT WITH HER NORMAL FRIEND?!? BUT NO ONE WANTS TO SAY ANYTHING WHEN I HAVE SOMETHING TO VENT ABOUT WTF but really I need to practice not giving a fuck brah. BUT Now the girl I like is texting them and I can't help but feel jealous bc I wanna talk to her more but we seem to only talk for like 2 minutes in 3 message long conversations but then someone dares feel a little emo and now she needs to text then AUGH I HATE THIS WHY CAN'T I JUST NOT CARE I HATE THIS SHIT. Also now I'm crying like a fucking baby again why can't I just tough it out it really isn't a big deal like Who cares if she has to comfort someone it's not even her fault she's just being a decent person and I live her for that I just wish she could text more LIKE WHY CAN'T SHE TEXT ME 💔💔 And now I'm starting to feel even worse because what if they really are going through something and this one time they just snapped?? Now Im just being an ass but I can't help it I just want some understanding of my problems too but no one ever seems to give a shit 💔

Anyways you guys go be divas and don't let me keep you down in the dumps go touch grass or sm 💋