sexuality…

ughhh ok i feel like it’s time for me just to call myself bi but i really hate labels which is why i’ve been unlabeled for so long but realistically i don’t see myself being in a long term relationship with another girl and i feel bad about that bc my ocd tells me im horrible bc i want to use women for sex but i don’t i want deep connections where we make out and more…just not a relationship idk what you’d call that so ig i can still go with unlabeled. i just know i see myself with a man or man adjacent person and i think that’s bc of the way i was raised busy who knows