I FELL IN LOVE OMG I NEED HELP /tw

SOOOO I met a girl a few weeks ago shes my crush istg i love her sooooooo much...We just met a few weeks ago i know its way too early for me to confess but i really wanna confess it so, guys... this girl literally knows a lot about me already and i also know a lot about her, we vent to eachother, shared eachother our poems and talked about our own experiences etc etc...it felt so good...she literally spoke about how she would accept me no matter what, i told her about my personality disorder and my addictions and how i usually have depressive episodes and talk random shit about killing myself when im drunk/high and she said its okay and i really felt that...after a few days when i was high on pill i was having a depressive episode i was so close to SH i was venting to her and when I woke up sober the next day I read the messages and I was shocked how helpful and calm she was...But the bad thing is she doesnt wanna date right now. theres a boy she talks and that boy likes her and basically flirts her and she always tells me how uncomfy she is because of him because hes flirting with her even though she said she didnt wanna be in a relationship right now. Should I confess? flirt? ask more about her preferences..? idk whatto do SOMEONE HELP ME