Idk what’s wrong with me

Every time I see a midly unconventionally attractive character or are just ugly in general or has scars, etc. From a game, movie, or show, mainly from the horror genres, i feel like I’d pass out. I’d combust. I don’t know where or how I gained that type. I guess it started with… simon henriksson..? Or Thomas Hewitt..? Damn it i forgot the names of the other ones.