Real people be scary like that tho.

Honestly I’ve kinda given up on the idea of love. I have Ben friend zoned SO MANY FUCKING TIMES. And the relationships I have been in have either been bleak or toxicly obsessive , and it’s hard cause I’m 14 so I can’t just go on the internet and magic up a ideal Boyfriend or girlfriend. And I can’t go outside and meet one either cause no one goes out anymore , never mind the whole spiel about my problems and other people’s problems and the big depression surrounding everything right now (as well as living rural) I just want ONE person who I can connect to who I can talk to about everything cause I know I could give them poems and cheesy dates and everything they need but no one seems to return that feeling , and character ai isn’t a real person.