Little Dreamer (Diary Blog #2 - 18/6/2025)

Happy to announce that my friend Toby has graduated secondary school! I wish him luck to get a scholarship of his dream university! <3 Also, today me and my brother tried out that one doughnut place in the city we always pass by but never have tried out until now. They have really good doughnuts, there's no filling or anything, just really good icing.

Today's blog I've decided to talk about my more or less goals/thing I've dreamed up for life. I should inform you I am quite anxious person, even if I want to be more positive about things, I have a realistic view of life. Meaning that if there's an opportunity to make a situation better, I will look and reach for it, and try to inspire others to do so too. 

I guess I am rambling too much. Anyway, I now, in summer, have more time to think daring thoughts, away from expectations of people, ideas that are taboo yet just work. I was thinking to change my schools, which I know is a tricky process to do especially in secondary school, but that's something I'm willing to do, because I don't feel sense of belonging in the new school and I have a story to write which was heavily inspired of the school I want to spend the next grade in, after that grade, I could look to go to even more prestigious secondary school at the other side of the city. Tough, lonely path, but just so fun.

Sure, I have many regrets and tough moments yet to face, and one dear thing that in this hypothetical situation I'd leave behind in my current school - a lovely crush on a boy. So here's another dream - this boy. He is just a year older than me and is quite fitting in with schools folk unlike a newbie like me,  I do have reasons for coming to like him. Just at the beginning of this month, I actually got to meet with his associates' group, including him. Shorty saying, we didn't directly speak but I told all I could of myself that was relevant at the time. I learned that his dwelling isn't so far from mine and I know what could be the next time I'll see him - at the end of the month. I know I've got some charm and I could become friend with him. All I need is a chance to see and speak to him. (DOES ANYBODY HAVE IDEAS HOW TO ASK FOR A  P L A T O N I C HANGOUT????) Before it's too late and sealed is my fate... *intimidating music*

Onto positive matters! I was thinking of fun hobbies to do. Of course, loooots of writing and thinking is to be done! Also since the beginning of summer I had "rediscovered" the wonderful SpaceHey, I decided I should write more blogs. Sounds good, eh? I'm specifically thinking of perhaps making categories for types of blogs I'll be doing. Diary Blogs (like this one), Geek/Culture Diaries - where I review movies, books and other media as a "certified" geek I am, and also additional things I have time to still think about. But those two things can be expected! 

That's about it for today! I'm open to hear your thoughts and ideas for anything shared here. Have fun!