This ones for her…

My Best Description Of Her

Staring through the portal of her soul

She feels that a piece of her is missing to make her whole

She searches and sees, but never on the road finds

And trips and stumbles through traps and land mines

As her journey twists and grinds

She looks inward, pushing herself to upward climbs

But in the distance for whom the bell tolls chimes

When looking around the world is full of judges 

But she can’t remove her eyeliner without smudges

Towards others, she reaches out with love

But on her and her friends, they wish fire from above

As her mind takes blast after blast of rage

She considers using a knife, just like Juliet 

To end this pitiful life instead of crawling across lifes stage

But she hopes and praise and with power, she’ll finish it

Her heart is broken and her soul is  slowly fraying

Her inner core keeps praying, and only her youth keeps her hair from graying 

When she watches her parents argue and fight

The thought of living a life like that fills her with fright

She shrugs it off and drinks down monsters with a single doff

She tries to call to those closest to her for help

But all this around her and deemed her as a pitiful little welp 

Her emo friends to the end have her back

But if everything there is a never-ending lack

Her mindset needs a new cause or track

her drawings are amazing and simply smack

When holding her drumsticks her hands sweat

But she needs to hold something physical to deal with life’s threat

Sometimes she cries sometimes she smiles

But she doesn’t always find peace in church aisles

She hates things that have happened in the years behind

And is upset of memories that to her anger remind 

Her brain is in a stew, and her emotions are askew

I’ll do my best to help this girl

I’ll take my hand and with it give her a twirl

I’ll pick up her crown and never fucking let her down

I’ll plant my flag on her sacred mound

And fight and protect her like a fierce bloodhound

When fighting off enemies I’ll watch her six and I won’t play any foolish tricks

- Jackson Kaisner