17 june 2025 - life update !!

hewwo !! i've been gone for a hot minute XD i wanna do a lil life update cuz uh... holy shit.

okay so what's happened since october uh...

i got a different job in november, one in fast food.... it was interesting at first, but as months went by it just turned into a hellscape. my position was prep, but they had me doing pretty much everything in the store at some points... for only 10/hr. meanwhile hiring new people to do less than i did for more pay. it got so bad that at one point i was crying every night when i realized i had work the next day </3 safe to say i quit XD now i'm unemployed and i DESPERATELY need a job. i'm just scared the same thing will happen to me again....

i got a boyfriend for a bit, and he ended up being a deadbeat. i really liked him at first, he was silly and fun and all that stuff, tolerated me being a puppy :3 but then when i wanted to get serious, this guy... he just wanted to play overwatch all day -w- didn't have any plans or anything... i tried to help him but he just wouldn't do anything himself *sigh*. on top of that, whenever i tried communicating relationship stuff (difficulties, updates, etc) to him, he'd get angry and blame it all on me and call me things and make me apologize.... and then blame it on being autistic ? idk man TwT

after that whole situation... i got a girlfriend :3 she was really cool,  super talented and had a bunch of hobbies and stuff ^w^ i really liked her alot, she was very very sweet to me.... i broke up with her recently tho </3 i don't know what my issue is. not gonna go into the whole situation but basically she told me she's not a fan of me being poly, and instead of giving that up i just.. ended it :( idk if that was the right choice, but i'm not rlly wanting to think abt that right now :3 we had our own issues anyways...

uhmm i graduated highschool !! i'm now officially free from mandatory education yippie !! not to say im not going back to college in the fall but..... oh well X3 i'm thinking im going for a computer science degree, then later i'll go into technical school for a mechanic certification :3 (idk if u can tell but i have no idea what i'm doing with my life atp </3) i've been trying to get a car for god knows how long, and the longer i wait, the more my bank account is drained.... SOMEBODY SEDATE MEEEEEE TwT

and now the present !! i now have a very pawesome amazing boyfriend >w< we're both puppies it's so amazing !! we call everyday, and he's become my #1 viewer XD (he watches me stream games to him) he's so very cutsey GRAH i love him sm <3 he's very kind and comforting, and we match eachother's energy fr !! we just be silly together heh >:3

on top of that, i'm now the owner of two awesome servers !! one of them is kinda dead tho </3 but both very puppy X3 im a puppy 4 life !!!!!!!

aaaaand i think that's about it :3

bai bai !! have a good day, eat something, drink water mwah <3